Well, something eventful happened to me today, eventful enough i guess I’ll blog about it.
Earlier this week i seen a sort of ex. Nothing major. So, “friended” him on Facebook today, thinking nothing of it. The next thing I know, I’m getting IM’s from him. I am very ill equipped to deal with sad, desperate boys. Basically, he said he was going to come into my work and “give me flowers and a long mushy speech about how he’s missed me and how he’ll give me the life I deserve” . Take into account I haven’t seen this kid in like, 4 years! The “who” of this story is pretty irrelevant, it, to me, is more about appreciating what you have. My boyfriend has brought me flowers at work….for no reason. He’s not perfect, and honestly, sometimes I wonder what I’m even doing. But there is love there, and it’s stronger than any swoon-worthy speech about how im “the one” and so on and so forth from anyboy.
I did start to think, the wording of it “give me the life I deserve.” I took a moment of shelfishness and thought how nice that would be. It’s not the sort of thing people say to you a lot, sincerely or not. So it got me thinking, i might not have the life I deserve, few of us do, but everyday I strive for the life I WANT. That’s good enough for me.